What have you done today?

Have you ever asked that to yourself?

Being a person who is really good at making nothing done. Or I should say who up until some time in the past had been walking around with such understanding of him self. You see, you are what you thought of yourself yesterday, or just a second ago. You are not what you are. As it was eloquently written in the book "Friendship With God", we are the grandest vision of what we have of ourself that we create and invent everyday!

Anyway it is not the whole point of this posting although it has somehow a bit to do with it. So, the question what have you done today? really helped me getting things done and re-define my values and what I stand for and at the end of the chain define who I am. What have I done today? Is it surfing internet all day and just watching things that are not useful? Or is it start reading at journals for my final year project? What have I done today? I meant literally asked that to yourself!

Many times we get stuck in time and before we realized that it was too late to get out of the loop holes of being a bum. Asking "What have you done today?" Helped putting a mirror in front of your very eyes that screams the very thing that you need to be doing and finishing!

IT WORKS!

Anyway ask yourself "What have I done today?" And you will see the kind of control that it brings with it!

Happy Without Any Reason

This past two days I have been feeling in a strangely happy mood. I would call it mood because I can not find any particular reason that would be "reason" enough to feel happy. I just am happy. Now that I think about it, I would probably guess that it has something to do with the fact that I am starting to get a grip of my life again. By getting a grip I meant getting back to the normal rhythm. Going to school, doing some study or reading, getting focused and motivated. Once again. If I have to compare the state that I was in a week or two weeks ago, I was literally confused and unmotivated. I would think however that it was mood. Because it felt like I was just struck by some sort of "happy" cloud or lightning that out of a sudden changed the state of mood I had been in this past weeks.

Or perhaps, I just came out of the tunnel that I had managed to convinced my self a tunnel of depression. I really had no ideas. Though I believe it is just a matter of how we look at things in a slightly different angle, with a slightly different lightning that will give a different tone and nuance of your outlook of the world surrounds you.

The things is I just feel as if I am in a bliss... happy and happy... I want to stay in this state. Forever.