Aboard and Enjoy The Journey

Where am I now, right now?
No no.
That not what I meant.
Where am I right now in the society?
Am I up there, down there or just somewhere in the middle.
anyway.
Does it matter?
haha don't ask them.
ask
You.
Shall I guess the path and scratch the map to hidden treasure of life.
Or should I religiously go back to the master of life map and ask for a guidance. A guidance with assurance that I will arrive there someday.
Perhaps.
Or
Perhaps not.
Probable that I will never get there.
Do I care?
Yes, I do.
As it will hurt me badly knowing it if it is a fact.
Or
Am I a designer of my own future
a painter of my own reality
I do not know
some told me that
some told me the opposite
Which to trust
I do not know
they say
follow your heart!
But
what does my heart know
Now I am aboard and enjoying the scene of my journey
to somewhere
where I can proudly say
finally I am here.