I am Placing an Order

Universe has intelligence like you me and every living things which function and create the unity and succession of life along with cycles that go in it. Many new age teachers recently tap into this soon-to-be saturated philosophy which base has not harvested solid scientific proof despite enthusiasm that has been seeding it. From NLP to The Secret to Positive Thinking to Cosmic way. It boils down to the same principal: You wish upon something hard enough and soon it comes to you. whatever it is. I mean or they mean whatever. Only with one pretext: Believe with it blindly.

Somehow I notice that there are many things that can justify this just as many that can do the opposite. It is our selective cognitive that opted to see those things that incidentally skew to the favored side of the statistics which then indeed justify this wishful thinking. But, may I call it wishful?

Debate of someone's life which is an outcome of conscious decisions, a series of coincidental events or the combination of both always have been throughout the history since the premature development of human's cognitive ability to analyze which led to habits in predicting and forecast. We have always been interested in events taking place in the future. Enabling us to take steps in preparation as a way of anticipating outcome that may not be favored. We then started to worship the "greater" power starting from things visible in nature and gradually shift to angelic heavenly and fatherly figure possessing attributes of magnificence. As our society changes and develops our priority changes and so is our perception to the creator. We started to modify rules of belief systems that fit in our "modern" society mind set. We started to set up method to "engineer" outcome of the "preferred" future through statistics and probability. We want to create a predictable world.

Now, what if our future is engineer-able. This question sparks multidisciplinary expertise from human resource to mathematics to engineering to metaphysics. We want to have a certain outcome within a measured and specified range of predictability out of infinite possible outcomes by means of law of science and mathematics. We create postulates that says definite things that gives exact same outcome when the same steps to harvesting it is done in the same exact manner and order. That is how scientific world overrates documentation, that is why cooking book has written precise quantity of the amount of flour and cheese to bake a cake and so on. But, is that even possible when applied to success of a human being?
Will I be an Oprah if I do and follow the same exact steps that she did?

How do you engineer success?

Or should I be reliant to the "intelligent" cosmic universe to send out signal of my wanting to become succesful and with countless piles of dollar?

telll me.

This Friday I Might become a Millionaire

3.20 I might become a millionaire today. I am wishing hard that I am going to be.

Saving?

Born into a post-hardship about forty years after Indonesia proclaimed its independence, I have never been taught values and importance of having things excessively. I would not say either it is bad rather I would like to flash back in to the day when sufficient lifestyle was the way that many kids were taught. I never once had wished I had one particular thing and had my parents bought them for me the next day. Perhaps the situation is just a fact with the economic of the household that was barely sufficient. As a kid growing up in a small town when at that time television channels only show evening news and some imported kids program on Sundays, I was not introduced to the lifestyle that many kids embrace nowadays: Consumerism.

In spite of that I vividly remember my first naive prayer to the God was richness. All I wanted is to be rich. Now that I think about it I found it funny and at the same time soul-tickling that I had had aspired such a thing. I wanted to be rich. The richest person in the small town was the governor. Every person in the village would be wow-ed and mesmerized by the new cars that were parked in the governor's house. Second to the governors would be doctors and dentists. Whilst my parents ranked almost near the bottom of the hierarchy as they were lecturers in the local university.

We did not have annual holiday instead almost every weekend (if my parents were not so tired and it was not a scorcher (extremely hot day)) we would make picnic in the nearby beach I think it was called tumbelaka or something like that. Well, it was not my favorite beach. It has rocky ground and there was no white sand. My favorite was Tanjung Karang. A very beautiful coastal beach (I am not sure but it looks like it) with long strand of white sand. Well, when my Mom had to visit my uncle in Jakarta for his marriage, that was the first time I see the big city. Big skycrappers, long and jammed streets with four lanes, gigantic bridges, and people say "Gw" instead of "Saya".

"Mom, I wanted to live in this city."
"You needed to have a lot of money to live here."
"Mom, I wanted to have a lot of money."
"You needed to save money from now."

But the wisdom never really implemented till now.

I want to be rich and have lots of money living a life that I would fall in love with. I want to live in New York, having influencial organization fighting poverty in some parts of Asia and Africa, and having people pay me respect because of what I have accomplished and by accomplished I mean with the monetary compensation.

Right now, I am already a millionaire - in my mind. I really hold on tightly to this vision that I have lots of money. I am not a capitalist neither am I against it. There are a lot worse things in the world thatn being a capitalist: CORRUPTION. This evil thing that had caused poverty due to unequal distribution of wealth.

If you have read the secret then you know what law of attraction is all about. This has been more than six months since I religiously focus my thoughts to richness. I want to be rich and have money coming in to me without having to go through the pain of saving.