What Is This Blog About?

Okay, a blog is to have a theme. Nothing new. Then what does this one talk about?

Personally, after cruising one blog after the other, I believe blog is a form of art. A gateway to express your self which ironically you want the rest of the world to read, to subscribe to, to get hooked to and so on. Is this another form of exhibitionism or a pure escape of an ordinary reality that bloggers have from day to day. I have no idea.

I have never kept a diary. However, the idea of online journal which accessible to millions others tickle me to then start blogging. Yet, I do not have a specific or particular topic to blog about. Eventually, I have decided to blog about what I want most to be. A millionaire, a multimillionaire.

Have you been reading my previous entries, you must have noticed that, or even from the very title of this blog. I want to be a millionaire.

The inspiration came from "the Secret". I bet you have at least heard of this hit and headline-making book-accompanied-with-a-DVD written and produced by Rhonda Byrne not so long ago. In one of the narration, there was a man talking about his affirmation made him a one million dollar cheque signed to him. Series of events that had let him to earned his very "first" million dollar cheque.

Law of Attraction. Thoughts become Things. Whatever you think of, it attracts.

The book summarizes the three fundamental law that make and shape our life and everything that surrounds it. It talks about how we are utterly responsible to the kind of life that we are having at the moment. Regardless of our preference to it. Meaning, either you like it or hate it, we created our LIFE. Your Life and Mine. The concept is hard both to accept and to understand. Does it as well mean that we attract all the bad things that happening around us. The answer is YES.

Therefore, this blog is dedicated to my passion in life. To the ultimate goal and purpose from the very first day I breath the air of life. I want to blog and put my heart and emotion regularly to being a MILLIONAIRE. I am manifesting and attracting this condition closer to me everyday. That what this is all about.

I remember that when I was 10 or something year old when I had a huge passion for animation. I love Disney's movie and I was so hungrily grasping information any thing that related to the making of an animated movies. I did lots of reading enthusiastically on how one animated movie was made, who were the lead animators, what is a clean up artist, who was the director and music composer and etc. I also spent hours after hours drawing characters of my aspiring animated movie. I had ideas on what kind of animated movies I wanted to make some day and what kind of music will be played on each scene. I had so much passion that every morning I wake my life was like in an animated movie. The singing bird, the singing town and everything was singing and swinging like those animated movie by Disney's in the 90s. Everytime there was an adult asking what I wanted to become when I grow up, I would firmly say, animator.

This passion had brought to an online acquaintance who was residing in Portland namely Tom Frank. He was an administrator in about.com under animation section to whom I have lost contact for about 10 years. We had lots of informative exchange of emails and it was wonderfully informative especially for me to have such an expert who was a professional and telling me about how to become an animator. One day, during my sixth-grade year, I had a package sent to me from him and it contained a book titled "The Animators Workbook". This book was so precious to me that I took care of it like I would take care my own bible. This meant the world to me.

I read every page and every word. I enjoyed the movement that the corner of the book made when flipped quickly. I loved every form of art that the book had to offer. This was the first time I practiced the law of attraction and ever since that I have been practicing law of attraction subconsciously. Learning English, Studying Abroad, Going to Europe.

I believe now in the power of mind. However, growing up I have started becoming a skeptics. More practical and less imaginative. I had started to join societies of bickering and complaining about hot weather, too much assignments, worries of future and so on.

Until one day, Rhonda Byrne with her Secret came to me in a gigantic way, gave me a slept in the face and reminded me of that wonderfully magical way that LIFE should be.

This blog is to remind me of how precious life can be and how it should be. To get me ONE again with the energy of positivity and flow of opportunities abundantly.

The Secret is: Think ONLY what you want to BE and HAVE. Dont ask why or start Analise, THINK and MANIFEST.

I was in Zurich earlier today, and there was this advertisement that strucked me like no other. It says:

SMART CRITIQUES, STUPID CREATES


Yes it is quite true. We must once again waken our child instinct, instinct to only succeed and achieve. Instinct without buffer of logic and analysis on questions weather we will succeed. That was like when you learned how to walk for the first time. Did you give up?

April, Easter and Eiffel Tower

Hi Folks,
Nothing has come nor materialised in terms of abundance. Yet. What I mean by abundance is dollars, multimillion of them in quantity in my pocket.

I guess and bet it is natural to feel lost or doubtful about that finish line I might end up at one day in this race to be a multimillionaire. That finish line is a condition where I am abundant with money and things I want. Although I understand that it takes time to manifest MY wish and thought, I am a mere human being who at times is impatient.

Ok, I had an experience - one more - that given me another push to be RICH. It was an Easter holiday, when many Europeans would take vacation, especially, this year when it was part of the long weekend in the first week of April. I planned to go to Paris. You know, Eiffel tower, Musseum Louvre, and all that. I wanted to experience what it feels like to be in the city which had been crowned the most liveable city in the world. Yea. The wine, the cafe, the people watching, the painters, the tshirt with red and white stripes, O La la, Paris j'taime. (Forgive my spelling). I did my research and finally planned an itinary of a flight, hotel room for four nights, and a trip to Versailles. It cost around USD 1,145. I do have that amount but do I want to spend that much?
I thought if I had a million a 1,145 USD will not hurt so much to spend. But again, do I have the rich people mentality? Or should I just loosely spend that much and think that I will have it replaced somehow, somewhen.

That night I sat down in a quiet post winter night in my room thinking, o I am still far. Far away to my financial independence. When I no longer need to think or consider spending some amount. I cried and my heart broke. I prayed to the GOD.
Please, God I want it. I want it so badly. I want to have that amount of money that million dollar. Please give me a way, give me a tool to be rich. I surrender, o my God. The Generous, the All knowing, the Planner, the Loving, the Abundance.

I want to be multimillionaire. I want it so much that it uplifts my spirit everytime I saw that onemilliondollar cheque in my mind.

Please, help me.
I want to be a multimillionaire