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Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Switzerland, Tschüss !












One last day. In less than 24 hours I will be flying back home to my very home continent Asia. Finally I have wrapped my 22-week of Industrial Attachment in Switzerland and soon will have to say goodbye to Switzerland and Europe. It has been a wonderful six month of working and playing, of self discoverAdd Imagey and soul search.

Surviving one of the worst winter in 10 years in Europe to rushing finish the project in the laboratory, to falling in love and having sold a painting. They have all made a memorable entry to my mental diary.

I will be back as a different person who would cherish happy moments who would be grateful for loving people and who would try to live in the present. Switzerland has been my second home in the last six months. Perhaps, it will be my home in the future.


Monday, June 28, 2010

Outliers:The Opportunity (Part I)

Outliers. Recap: The odd ones out of the success that are not able to be explained. The millionaires, the nobel prize winners, the high achievers. The Outliers.
It is not a question that some are born to do certain things in life. Da Vinci to paint masterpieces, Mozart with his scores, and many other whose names carved in the history of mankind, whose appearance not so frequent as to documented in greatest books of all time.

However, A further study or investigation made by Malcolm in his book made it clear that there are many other factors en route someone to achieving what he gotta achieve. Here how he built his arguments in his book.

This part of the book started with analysis of the Canadian Ice Hockey League players. These players are among the best in the country whose very destiny (seems to) was to play ice hockey. These are the most agile, the most efficient players in the field. Apperently (without rocket science) most of the players are born in January, February and March. Looking at players from previous league the author, as well, found consistency in the month of birth of the players. Starting with this seems to be peculiarity he then realized that the cutoff date of the players recruitment is January 21. This means the boy who was born after January 21 in a particular year will be put in the same class to those born before January 21 the year after. This gives advantage to those who born in January, February and March as they have matured (10 months gap in age can make huge difference in physical maturity during puberty) compared to their younger counterparts. This advantage translates in a better performance in game, better attitude in the field which lead to better qualification, special care i.e more training and so on. Simply put, this °age° advantage leads this January, February and March born players to the more exposure in the field, more opportunity to play and practice, more attention from the coaches and thus shaping them to being better players.

From the previous paragraph it seems that it all boils down to how much time and effort was to give these outliers the extra edge of opportunity shaping them to become what they are. It takes 10,000 hours of practice, exercising and DEDICATION to build maestros and connoisseurs of this world. The author was studying a class of students studying to play violin. These violinists-to-be are then classified in three categories in terms of skills. The first class, the Maestro, are those to play with the best orchestra followed by the second and third. When interviewed, everyone in the first class notably spent the most hours in practicing their violin playing skills. None of those in this first class seems to have that "magic" that somehow just inherited. They have the same share of hours of practice. 10,000 hours. Malcolm then started talking about the Beatles who had theirs, their 10,000 hours. When they were invited to play in a night club in Hamburg where they were given the opportunity to play 7 days a week for long long hours. They had played their 10,000 hours as well before they are the Beatles. Or Bill Gates or Bill Joy (one of the greatest computer engineer genius whose codes are used in internet) or Steve Jobs. These people are lucky enough in getting or making their opportunity in having their 10,000 hours in shaping, sharpening their very skill that lead them to their mastery.

Now, if it is clear to us that it takes 10,000 hours in making our mastery which perhaps will take 10 years or so if in each year we dedicate 1000 hours which means around 2-3 hours a week. What would that be? What would you make your self a maestro in?

Okay, let us take a look at my example. It is still clear in my mind that I was a struggling student in my primary school. When I was in 3rd grade or so my mark was just depressing. My teachers would label me as one of those slow learners. At the end of my 6th Grade my sister passed me a book which called Quantum Learning. This book basically talks about a new way of learning. A more fun way of learning. With its colorful and interesting mindmapping, a way to take notes by drawing symbols and branches in a piece of paper. A fun way of mnemmonics to memorise and a philosophy that learning is a real fun process. I started to indulge my self in studying which not anymore seems to be painful. I started to read every kind of book possible I spent 3 hours or more everyday studying and reading. At the end of my junior high school I was one of the best graduate that led me to end up in one of the best high school in the country. I then studied many different things and continued in my 3 hours of learning ritual. Thus I have spent 8,000 hours of learning at the end of my 6 hours of high school from junior to senior. I obtained a full scholarship in one of the best university in Asia pacific and was able to do many things that stimulateds my intellect. I was an outlier, I was the 1 percent of my country's graduate who was able to get this scholarship. I was lucky. Was I? Yes I was in a way that I had the opportunity to read this book from my sister which led me to series of event that had led me to where I am now.

I am totally convinced that the law of 10,000 hours is a powerful tool in developing mastery. The greatest singer with the most profound technique started singing since they were 4 or 5 which means by the time they are in their 20s they have had their shares of 10,000 hours which shaped them to a singing sensation.

Or just look around you. Look around to the living outliers in your neighborhood. They have had their 10,000 hours.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

I cant sleep

Because my worries keep me awake and my fear of dream resent me. I am trapped in between my residual daydreams and hopes of the far distant days laid in front of me. Seeking for the rainbows end amidst the dark blue sky with barely few stars just above me. I can hardly see the wagon-my star.
I tried to get busy with news of celebrities and the famous. Still, the night keeps falling and I am awake. I miss the good old days albeit my understanding that today will be one of the good old days of the days long after today. And I will never appreciate today but wishing that I can go back to the good old days that was not the good days because it was not old.
I want to race and prove my self to the establishment that is built before me. I can not sleep. My thoughts wandering and just keeps me a company with confusion and agitation. I can not sleep. O wait, is it the bird I heard from outside? O well, I can see the sun rises. Gosh, I am awake the whole night. I can not sleep.

Change

It is incredible how things changed or developed in the last five years. Incredible!

Quite a few years back I remembered vividly how I practically had a totally different interest and views of many things. This includes the world and the people. Honestly I am not quite sure where I am going with this. At times you tend to have this thing (ideas) stuck in your head that may be in the form of a sentence or some sentences that itches you to express it or them. This time around it has been that sentence (in italic).
I was sitting on the train today on my way back from Paris and reading this book entitled "Outliers" by Malcolm Galdwell.

An outlying observation, or outlier, is one that appears to deviate markedly from other members of the sample in which it occurs.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

The Present


I wish I could live in the moment. How nice it would be if I can just live in the present without worrying too much about the future and regretting the past. How philosophically appealing this concept maybe which many have literally taken it so seriously as adapting them in to the lifestyle of no-plan and no-worries. There is no exact present. What there is is the constant flowing stream of event that just keeps flowing. In order to live in that very present and even that is a poorly defined condition. What is present? Today, This minute, This Second, This Milisecond... and it continues. Remember in today we have 24 hours which each of it contains 60 second in which each has 1000 milisecond. So how do we exactly live for the present if we do not even know or locate the present. We just trapped between a very narrow gap or infinitely narrow gap between past and future. As past is described as something that happened before right now and future as something after. In mathematics we understand the concept of limit or something that is infinitely large or something that is infinitely small. If we take a variable x and inverse and put in the largest possible positive real number we will have the result of the inverse as the smallest possible positive real number close to zero (But not zero). This is the very concept that we can adapt to describe "present". An infinitely small gap between the future and the past. But how small is small? Can we quantify it? Just like the illustration of the inverse of an infinitely large positive real number which is infinitely small value that is very very very small but not smaller than zero. If we can not quantify it, it does not mean we can not define it. Thanks to Mathematics and Limit. However this unquantifyable entity builts up a series of the event that happened before that very small gap and continues to build side by side to the future.

2 days Impression on Germany

Okay, perhaps I should be more specific: impression on Frankfurt, Wiesbaden and Wispertal.
Frankfurt is the capital of commerce of Germany situated in the federal state of Hesse. Frankfurt was practically flattened out during the second world war which shows from its (relatively) lacking-of-borjuis-style architecture that had been rampantly (in some parts) replaced by somewhat the so-called more modern style counterparts of architecture. A big euro building and the stock exchange are one of the few highlights in the financial department along with the old opera house in the more artsie fartsie department. Frankfurt is quite an international hub sheltering 40% of foreigners in its 700000 inhabitants. Heading West, Wiesbaden is the capital of Hesse where richer people live and reserved-heritage-of-old buildings are still existing. During the second world war the city was "lucky" enough to be considered (relatively) unimportant that it was not aggresively "flattened out" as the case of Frankfurt except for occasional missed-aim bombs which damaged relatively small parts of the city. It is a relatively rich residential area with facilities such as a Casino and century age old hotels.
Tomorrow I will be heading northwest to Paris.

PS: Pictures will be posted as soon as I arrive back in Zurich.

Monday, June 14, 2010

When the Sun is Out



Blue sky and it is time for bicycle riding feeling the warm breeze in the cool old town of Zurich.









I am in Frankfurt!!!!

Yeah. Finally, finally my internship came to an end (officially) this very Last Friday. The long due project had finally shown the expected result. In the mean time I am writing this blog from Frankfurt. Yea the capital of commerce of Germany.
The first impression is not so special or spectacular yet give me enough of a (good) break from Switzerland.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

Sigh

Tired. Tired of attracting Dollar. Should I give up or should I persist?

You know this blog is meant to document my journey to being a multimillionaire.

First of all why not start being a millionaire?

Okay here is a thing. All that is in this universe constantly change some with fixed rate some with accelerated rate some with random rate. The classic example is the speed which is the rate of change of distance over time. Now, as profoundly put as this site is meant to be my tool kit to remind my self to go back to the very goal I have in mind the very day I set up this blog. Okay back to the question, we all know that it takes time to manifest what I have in my thought. Otherwise I would be somewhere in new york city right now with a penthouse and a private jet. Thus, it will take some time between the time I think of wanting multimillion dollar and the time when it really manifests. buffer time. In the mean time inflation keeps happening and the value of money keeps dropping. Thus if I say exactly one million dollar that I think one million dollar in the present time, by the time it manifest the one million dollar I receive will be no longer the one million dollar that I have in my mind then. Thus by saying multi million dollars the value is kept indefinitely millions....

Anyway the whole post is not going to talk about that. As the title suggests "sigh"-ing is more likely the way this post is written. if u care to know I am still stuck in the place that I currently have my internship and just getting a break from doing my documentation. Ahh and at the moment I am on the phone with a friend ..............................

ahhh anyway thanks for having decided to spare your time reading this...

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Have you ever felt low and demoralized without having any particular reason. That exactly how I have been feeling lately. Somehow you are demoralized of the uncertain future that at times shed by cloudy days. I was once thinking that I might be suffering from bipolar. It is due to the fact that I feel like being a ping pong ball bounces between the two extreme poles of feeling. It does not necessarily mean I have been triggered or such. I just feel helpless and totally irrational about it. I am not sure if many people have this although (if this is the case of bipolar) many have documented scientific research done on that. It is not harmful yet it is no fun to have one.


A friend of mine asked me why I spent too much time and energy to make myself feel down. Why not channel the energy somewhere else? I do not know nor do I have any ideas. I just feel that way and when the feeling somehow made to feel certain way I can not force it to instead feel another way. It is like being traped in a room placed in the middle of a gigantic spring with fixed ends. I just goes up and down or swing left and right without having any power to stop it. I would more than happy if I know how to channel my energy and to switch that buttong that control the way I should feel.


O gosh, it is so hard to be positive. It is even harder to know that it is not helping to be un-positive and thus I TRY to be positive. The thing is the more I try to be positive the more I seem to crack and feel down again. It is like a cycle.


I am not trying to be negative or anything I just try to stop to go against what I feel naturally. By naturally I mean I did not create the feeling they just there.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

SATISFIED

What is satisfied?

Sunday, June 6, 2010

Europe Conquered

Have I?

This very statement tickled me when, yesterday afternoon, I met a two-years encounter in Zurich. An American with whom by chance I crossed path in Singapore. Since the very first meeting we have on and off keep contact and update on each other life.

8 hours time zone different we met in other continent intentionally and the first thing that came into the conversation was:

"Wow, look at you! You have conquered Europe!"

However sarcastic is the nature of the above exclamation, I genuinely and hardly pray that some day the nature will shift to a no-longer sarcasm but rather a more genuine compliment.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Tips on Being a 20 something year old

First of all I belong to this group and thus have a hands-on experience of being a 20 something year old. This year I will turn 22 in October. Second of all being a 20 something year old is a lot of fun and a lot of crap at the same time which makes being a 20 syo (something year old) very tricky. Third of all with all being said I believe I have acquired a few skills and a bit of knowledge to handle being a 20 syo thus what I think absolutely matter.



Okay, if you belong to the group, the 20 syo, this entry is for you otherwise this can be a guide note for those who has yet to join this group or a flashback reference for those who were in the group.



Right.



It depends where you live when you are just to enter 20 syo which means you are at the edge of your teen years most probably you are in the college or going to a college. In some countries if you are a male you might be serving your country right now in the millitary or perhaps due to preference instead of going to college you probably are an internee. Higher chance is you are soooooooooooooooooo rich that right now you are reading this blog from your holiday in Maldives.



Okay here are the tips.



Tips number 1.



Feel comfortable at where ever place you are. If you are the biggest nerd on the planet then be it and feel comfortable and OWN it. If you are the dumbass pretty girl with high pitchy voice whose only talent is singing along the Taylor Swift song then be happy with it. Trust me my dear and I am speaking from experience, being a 20 yso is just a continuation from your teen years when you are looking for identity or doing your soul searching. Only difference is you think you are an adult. Yes you are NOT (most of you at least). Thus where ever your place is, that insecurity will haunt you! Some more frequent than others. Lots of us deal with this insecurities by having that attitude as a cover up while some others deal with it in silence while commiting self-cutting ritual.



Tips number 2.



Stop acting or being dillusional that you are an adult. Are you? Okay unless you are able to afford your own holiday and have your own house and able to do whatever you want. Especially those who are in the beginning of their membership in the 20 syo club, who rampantly just started a career or still in college. Most likely you still live with your parents, share appartment with fellow students, live in a dormitory or such and such. Where you are bound to certain rules and authorities. Once you have the illusion of being an adult that is exactly when you started to act freely and most of the time conflict with some rules that you may consider "silly". Instead, do the middle way approach. You are not an adult yet no longer a Kid. Try to understand the rules or the authority let your self be heard (and you will be when you have your head in the right place) and discuss what you need and the kind of freedom and area in the rules where you may manuever and be compensated.



Tips number 3.



Fall in Love: with an inspiring person. Falling in love is a great thing and one of the thing that looks nice with youth. But that other half better give you that feel good vibe that is able to propel you forward in the direction YOU desire.

Tips number 4.

Stop trying so hard in being different. As much as you are different from that guy with long dyed hair and piercing all over his body just as similar you are to him as thinking or wanting to be different. When everybody else wants to be different then it is no longer different to be different.

SICK OF THIS POSITIVITY

Not exactly. What I mean is a fake positivity. Although I agree and perhaps so do you that it is nicer feeling to be positive. Imagine the last time when even the cloudiest day felt so warm and joyful and you just could not help yourself but feeling happy.

However that feeling of happiness which naturally breezes to our soul once in a while will not stay there forever. I am not sure if I should reason this but here is a thing: we live in the world of constant CHANGE, Ups and Downs, Yin and Yang, Good and Bad, and the list goes on. We live in the world of relative where we need a standard scale to measure things in order to tell if something is shorter or longer, heavier or lighter, faster or slower. All of these qualities are relative so is good and bad.

That being said, I agree that we should go the longest distance or reach the highest star or go the deepest ocean in the search of that one thing to perhaps make us feel accomplished. I would not say happy. Now I seem to start to contradict my self. I believe in the different poles that life has as much as I believe us human being have the capability to make options available for us and choose what ever our heart may.

Along the way we may feel dissapointed or failed. This is the time when we should not be putting a fake smile and tried to look at a brighter side. When it sucks it sucks. Example: I am still to date have not gotten my one million dollars while I am getting relatively older. Cry the loudest when you need to or slam all the doors when you are angry. Nothing wrong with it. Really nothing wrong.

The society we live in enforce and endorse the campaign to fake our feeling in books and seminars which I had consumed during my early teen years. BUT trust me my friend once in a while you fail and the dark clouds are hanging over you. Your relationship failed, you bumped into a rocky mountain. Then cry take a step back cry but do not whine. Cry when you need to cry. Until the next positive breeze enter your soul again and that you are ready for a new start.

Being Happy

Why do we need to feel happy?
Other than the fact that being happy or feeling happy keeps you young also being happy apparently makes you a better person. Who the hell loves the company of a nagging person who complain nothing but simply everything.

However shall it be enforced?

Thursday, June 3, 2010

I am in Love

And it feels good.

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Friendship with God


Lately I have been reading a book by an author whose name I can not recall at the moment which titled Friendship with God. Although I have not finished the book I have the urge to at least talk about this book and how does it relate to my conclusion described in the above paragraph.


The book started with narration of the childhood of the author which was what could be described as religious-being born in to a catholic family--a strong catholic family. Despite that the author had always been a critical boy who dared questions on behalf of his common sense certain practices or principel in his, then, religion. Albeit his total devotion as an innocent catholic boy serving his God with fear of eternal condemnation had he done otherwise.


Time passes and he found himself an adult struggling with his life: Relationship which did not work out, health issues, professional issues and so on. One day he jolted down his frustration to writing letter to God. Surprisingly his letter was replied by the very God he intended to send the letter to. And that was how the conversation started.


The book basically talks about God's dissapointment for humankind has been treating him like a parent who is feared by his children. God with rules and regulation God who is selfish and angry who demands certain practices and certain way in order to find the path to Him and all these personifications that humankind has been posted and pasted unto Him. Which apparently is not true-according to the author of the book who claimed the very word was spoken unto him by the God in the very sense of the word. Instead God is a loving and forgiving magnificence whose blessings never end to humankind. The book also touched the sensitive area of judgement day which the book claimed not exist.


The book also talked about the realm or relative and the realm of absolute. In the world of absolute everything is absolute and there is nothing which is not. Everything is absolute and everything is one. There is no ego or separation or entity or boundary everything is simply one and absolute. The God created the world of relative (the world that you and me are living right now) such that we are able to experience the world of absolute. This is the concept of afterlife that the God with whom the author claimed he had had a conversation.


In order to have a friendship with God one needs to understand and know him self first. Because we are part of God and god is part of us as all is one in the realm of absolute. There is no separation, boundaries or entity. Everything is just one.


I am not sure nor am I interested in investigating either God really had talked to the author. Because either way I believe that I continue to have my own concept of the Creator inspite of the fanatism exhibited in the name of religion is pretty rampant-at least in many part of the world. I spent years and years of guilt for not compelling to a few rules which are set for me to follow. Here is a thing I believe in the common sense rules such as not killing your fellow human beings or giving to the poor or not stealing or stuffs like that. But when the rules get a little bit detail and minute to the extent that it dictates how someone should live their life. It may, for me, get a little pushy. Also it seems that many religion with the God that has been personified in the very devine books seems to be more interested in sharing the truth of their own version. The very true path to the only one God which only has one true path. And in order to achieve it one needs to be a member of one group. By the way the way that this book is written seems to be very local and tailor made for us Human being who happen to inhabit one of the planet in one of the galaxy in this vast vast vast universe. Are we that important?


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