I cant sleep

Because my worries keep me awake and my fear of dream resent me. I am trapped in between my residual daydreams and hopes of the far distant days laid in front of me. Seeking for the rainbows end amidst the dark blue sky with barely few stars just above me. I can hardly see the wagon-my star.
I tried to get busy with news of celebrities and the famous. Still, the night keeps falling and I am awake. I miss the good old days albeit my understanding that today will be one of the good old days of the days long after today. And I will never appreciate today but wishing that I can go back to the good old days that was not the good days because it was not old.
I want to race and prove my self to the establishment that is built before me. I can not sleep. My thoughts wandering and just keeps me a company with confusion and agitation. I can not sleep. O wait, is it the bird I heard from outside? O well, I can see the sun rises. Gosh, I am awake the whole night. I can not sleep.

Change

It is incredible how things changed or developed in the last five years. Incredible!

Quite a few years back I remembered vividly how I practically had a totally different interest and views of many things. This includes the world and the people. Honestly I am not quite sure where I am going with this. At times you tend to have this thing (ideas) stuck in your head that may be in the form of a sentence or some sentences that itches you to express it or them. This time around it has been that sentence (in italic).
I was sitting on the train today on my way back from Paris and reading this book entitled "Outliers" by Malcolm Galdwell.

An outlying observation, or outlier, is one that appears to deviate markedly from other members of the sample in which it occurs.